A heartbreak poem...

I never thought I will foolishly fall in love in this way where the other person don't even give a damn about me. I never thought I'll be played around in this way. I guess I was a willing participant at that time, disregarding everyone's advice and my own mind, my heart takes on a journey it can't handle. So here is what comes after. A poem of heartbreak.

I hate to beg but I want you back

I don’t know if you are actually the one for me, but for now I want you back

I don’t know if you remember, but I  want that late night skype session looking at each others eyes that were forced to open because we miss each other so much

I don’t know if it means something to you, but I want to go to your house and wake you up

I don’t know if you hate me, but I want to hate you now

I don’t know if one can stop feeling love, but I want to stop feeling it now

I don’t know if you intent to hurt me, but I am really deeply hurt now

I hate to beg, but I want you back

I hate to beg, but I want your soft hands holding mine

I hate to beg , but I want your stupid vocab irritates my ears again

I hate to beg, but I want you to know that I love you too

I love you stupid idiotic effortless *name* , and I want you to love me back like you said u did

When its location location location for a retail shop, its communication communication communication for a long distance relationship

Can you pull that off when u can barely talk?

When I love you but u don’t love me too

We both know this is not gonna last

Thank you for being in your word 'the mature one here'

Maybe I just can't accept the way u leave me. Its ego, nuthin else than a shattered expectation  and ego breaking . no love no love at all

Hopeless

If u think I am a girl who can  be bought with money.

Think again!