100 Word Project 46 : 1/4

I am losing power over my body, my mind and my actions. It scares me! But they say the only one knows and can cure you best is yourself. What are they trying to say? What should I do to know who I am , what I want, whose guidance should I believe in? I am at loss of what I should do to correct the mistakes made unknowingly. Why do I have to suffer this life-test before given the lesson? I am a good student, I can learn, why didn’t they give me the chance to learn first? HELP!

Word: Loss