100 Words Project 22 : Monthly Challenge

An Old Friend

Shit! The ennui striked me again in the middle of one melancholic Saturday night.  I realised I wasn’t  just sad, the depression was coming back! But how?...what did I do wrong this time? I have taken care of myself better, wasn’t it good enough for them leave me forever?

I was disappointed at myself. Cried myself to sleep.

Next day I woke up with a blood stain on my bed. I let out a sigh of relief

Ah, may be it is just hormonal, Thank God!

A month later, the ennui greets me again and I smiled back without resistance.  

Word: Ennui